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Emerald Fall is out now! This full-length novel takes place between the Wynter Wild sequels Sometimes Love and Twelve Days of Jessemas.

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FRANÇAIS

DEUTSCH

Some choices soothe the soul. Others haunt the heart.
As autumn settles over Seattle, new memories are made in the warmth and chaos of the Aviary, Wynter’s shared student house.
Then an impossible request forces her and her brothers to each make a painful decision. When the price is too high, staying emerald is easier said than done.

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The latest book in the Wynter Wild series is Emerald Fall, available in Kindle Unlimited, ebook and paperback, as well as French and German. Click the buttons to read… or read the first three chapters here.

1 Her Profile

September 2016

As a pearly-white SUV pulled into the pick-up bay, Jesse surreptitiously sniffed his armpit. He always felt gross after a plane flight. Flying made him nervous. Nerves made him sweat.

Sorrel gave him a little wave through the tinted windshield and he hopped in, registering that his new girlfriend drove a BMW that put his Caprice to shame. He leaned over to kiss her and buckled up.

He hadn’t seen Sorrel in five weeks. Prior to that, he’d spent only three days with her—mostly in the van with the band as they drove two long stints from the Las Vegas gig to Salt Lake City, and from there to Denver. Then she’d flown back to Seattle to start her new job. Their relationship had been long-distance. Finally, that was about to change.

“Nice car.”

“My parents bought it for me when I moved to Washington.”

“You drove a brand-new BMW as a student?”

“It’s ten years old now.”

Huh. The exterior was flawless, the interior spotless. Jesse made a mental note to get his car detailed before Sorrel laid eyes on it.

“How old is your car?” she asked.

“It’s a twenty-five-year-old Chevy wagon. A classic,” he added defensively.

“Can’t wait to meet it. We’ll pick it up with your other stuff from Tiger Mountain later.”

“I wouldn’t trade it for the world!” He stroked the leather upholstery. “Well… I might trade it for this.” He glanced over his shoulder. “I could fit three drum kits in the back.”

“Do you have three drum kits?”

“I used to have one-and-a-half kits. I lost thirty percent when my house burned down.”

He was stating a fact rather than fishing for sympathy, and anyway Sorrel already knew. She made a little moue of understanding.

“I have only one harp,” she said, “and it fits nicely in the back with the seats down.”

As she exited the airport, she enquired about his rockstar half-brother. Following the back-to-back Australia and US tours, Jesse had stayed behind in LA to unwind with Xay. He had a few funny stories to tell—he kept them clean and brief. Although he’d been eager to get back to Sorrel, he could never regret a moment spent with his little bro and he’d ended up staying a full month, figuring he wouldn’t get another chance for an extended vacation in years. Xay was still living in Kim’s pool house but she’d soon be putting her home on the market and Xay needed a new place. The two of them had half-heartedly scoured the rental market for options. Mostly they played video games and swam in the pool.

The respite had been as relaxing and rejuvenating as he’d hoped for, other than the week Roman joined them. There was no topic of conversation that Jesse and Roman could sensibly engage in.

“Are we going straight to the house?” he asked when Sorrel kept driving north instead of turning east.

“Yes. Alyssa’s still in Vermont. She flies back tomorrow.”

Although Sorrel was a new girlfriend, a confluence of events had led to her moving into the shared house near campus that Aunt Katrina had rented for cousin Alyssa. After Sorrel decided to stay in Seattle for her pet store job, it made sense for Jesse to suggest she move into the house ahead of him and Wynter.

He’d never shared accommodation 24/7 with a girlfriend before.

“You nervous?” Sorrel quipped.

Jesse was drumming his fingers on the dash. “It’s the flight.”

“Surely you’re used to flying by now.”

This had been Jesse’s twelfth flight, the last eight all in the space of three months.

“The more I fly, the more likely I am to board a plane that crashes.”

“I… I guess so.”

“I realize it’s a completely irrational fear.”

“A phobia?”

“Let’s not call it that.” Jesse had acquired some sort of inclination to sporadic panic attacks. He didn’t need to add another mental affliction to his repertoire. “It’s not like I ever refused to go somewhere because I had to fly.”

“Which has been your favorite flight?”

She surely knew the answer.

“That rockstar’s private jet in Australia was cool…”

They exchanged a grin, an unspoken acknowledgment that the fifteen-hour flight from LA to Sydney in June had, of course, been his favorite because he’d spent it talking to her.

As she continued up I-5, Jesse kept sneaking glances at her profile. She knew he was doing it. Her eyes remained on the road but those enticingly glossy lips twitched to acknowledge his attention.

He was probably in love. Hard to tell, given the opaque socio-biochemical definition of love he’d been untangling since he was twelve…

“Why d’you keep staring at me?”

“Your profile fascinates me.”

She rolled her eyes. “You mean… my nose? My nose fascinates you?”

“The nose, the stud in the nose, the eyebrow, the forehead, the ear…”

“Most girls prefer it when a guy comments on her eyes.”

“You’re not most girls.”

She turned her luminous blue gaze on him. “I can’t wait to introduce you to my friends. Did anyone ever tell you how corny you are?”

“No, nobody has ever told me that.”

He didn’t mind it coming from her. He didn’t mind anything coming from her. From the day they’d briefly crossed paths in that storage facility two years ago, he’d been happy to take whatever she dished out.

“I missed you!” he declared.

This was, without a doubt, the most peculiar start to a relationship in his entire life. On that fateful day, she’d met and talked with Caleb and, unfortunately, Harry, for twenty minutes, whereas he’d spoken about three words and left. He’d met her again by chance at LAX. Some might call it fate. Neither of them was comfortable with that word. Jesse had attempted to calculate the odds, which only made the coincidence even more unlikely. But coincidence it had been.

After trying and failing to meet up in Australia, they’d reunited in Las Vegas last month on the second anniversary of their first meeting. An exciting day and a successful gig led to Sorrel suggesting they book a hotel room with a king-size bed. Their first sexual union was precipitated by Sorrel admitting her bristly nature covered for lack of confidence. Her enthusiasm made up for her lack of experience, not that he had any preconceptions going into it. He was genuinely amazed at how perfectly they fit together.

And he was still thanking the universe for putting her in his path and for her change of mind—from the master’s in Idaho to the not-so-dream job at Pacific Pet & Aquarium.

Hopefully, she was happy with the decision, given she’d acquired a dream boyfriend instead.

“I missed you,” Sorrel echoed, “and I haven’t told your sister the good news yet.”

Jesse sucked in his breath. “Has Wyn moved in?”

“She’s on her way there right now. I was on Tiger Mountain yesterday to pack a few things for you, and to give her a key.”

“Was Caleb going to drive her over? Kim?” Maybe they were bringing Theo. Jesse needed his Theo fix.

“Indio.”

Jesse groaned, bashing his head against the back of the seat.

“Is that bad? Indio’s a teddy bear. I mean, I’ve only met him a couple times. Compared to Caleb he seems more approachable.”

“Sure, if he likes you.”

“I guess he likes me then.”

“Don’t get any ideas,” Jesse teased. “Wynter’s trying to set him up with her best friend.”

“Ugh. Best friend’s brother only works in romance novels. That’s a disaster waiting to happen.”

Jesse kept his thoughts to himself on that matter. After all, he’d once tried to date Quinn himself. All kinds of Code violations going on in this family.

“Regardless of where that goes,” he said, “the problem with Indio is that he always takes Wynter’s side. Considering the nature of our news… it’s not gonna go well.”

2 Leaving

From beneath Indio’s loft, an off-tune rendition of Eagle Rock was belted out at full volume, followed by a cheerful exclamation—Aussie style.

“Steady on, mate, I haven’t pushed yer bloody start button yet.”

A machine beeped in protest.

Indio rolled out of bed and peered over the edge of the railing. Roman sat cross-legged in front of the washing machine tucked under the stairs, pressing buttons at random.

“G’day!” he called up. “Shower’s free?”

“Sure.”

“Getting a load on for a quick rinse. This sheila thinks she knows best and started a heavy soil cycle.”

Indio came downstairs. “Cancel and start over.”

“Where’s the cancel button?”

Indio shooed him off and reset the cycle. Roman had been sleeping in a tent at the forest edge for a month, helping himself to Indio’s facilities. Indio still wasn’t used to the guy’s all-hours showers and friendly abuse of his household appliances.

“Is that new?” Roman tilted his head and spun around underneath the blue-and-yellow glass pendant light in the kitchen—handblown by Xay’s grandmother—like a little kid trying to make himself dizzy. He stopped, staggered, and placed a guitar pick on the counter. “Found this in your living room. Your couch room? Your couch… zone?”

Indio’s living room was the open area between his kitchen and his art studio. Definitely more of a zone than a room. His house was minimalist and hyper-modern, not his style but his funds had been limited. He was adding warmth with rugs and natural wood and layered lighting, and softening the clean lines with artwork—framed gig posters, photography from college friends, and a couple of his own sketches.

“Oh, ya gotta take the dogs out tomorrow morning. I have a business meeting.”

“Always happy to take the dogs out. You keep getting there first.”

“If you got up with the sun, you could come with us.”

Indio’s response was a smirk. He never had, and never would, get up with the sun.

“What’s this business meeting?” he asked dubiously.

“That supply store in Issaquah, you know it? They’re taking my junk sculptures on consignment. Caleb’s gonna drive me over at 8AM, so I need time to load up the ute.”

“The ute?”

“The truck, mate. The pickup. The… what d’you call it? The Silverado.”

“That’s awesome. Good luck. Maybe he could take you to the DMV on the way back.” An unsubtle hint that Roman needed to get his driver’s license as an entry point into the adult world.

Roman overlooked the hint. “Nine sculptures, forty bucks each… Never had almost five hundred bucks’ cash before. Can you take me to the liquor store? I’ll buy Caleb the most expensive bottle of whiskey they’ve got, to make up for not paying rent.”

Indio overlooked the bad math. “You know what on consignment means, right? You don’t get the money until the items are sold. And we don’t give Caleb alcohol.”

“Huh.” The news didn’t faze Roman. “I’ll make him a sculpture, then. Something practical, ya reckon? He’s not gonna appreciate a spoon-and-fork windchime. Hey, you want a bird feeder for your patio?”

“Do you have a spare one?”

“I’ll make you one! I can make either a bird feeder or a pen pot for my woodworking class. Nothin’ more useless than a pen pot, is my opinion. So, bird feeder?”

“Okay, sure.”

Roman gave a satisfied nod and bounded up the stairs. “Already walked the pups! Can I have a lend of your towel?”

“There’s a clean one in the—”

Indio gave up when the bathroom door clicked shut. He put on coffee, debating whether to take the dogs for a second walk, swallowing his annoyance that Roman had taken over the duty more days than not.

The kitchen window overlooked the love shack. Wynter emerged carrying a large cardboard box, with a gym bag slung over her shoulder. Moving-out day, and he’d volunteered to drive her to the new house.

She stopped at the goat pen, stacked the box and bag on the ground, and petted Ripley over the fence. Indio went out.

She smiled at him, a hint of regret in her eyes. “I know you’ll take extra-special care of them.”

“Of course.”

“Roman promised to deal with the chickens. The goats need attention from someone they love.” She gazed at the forest, her hand absentmindedly fondling the goat’s ears.

“You’re not excited?” Indio prompted.

Her mouth twisted in a rueful line. “Yes. Not really. I don’t know. You did tell me to never move in with Jesse.”

“He’s outnumbered, three-to-one.”

Four-to-one, when we find our last roommate.”

Blondie skipped out of the goats’ shelter and trotted on the spot.

“She’s doing her dressage move for attention,” Indio said.

“I’ll go in. My last chance for a while.”

Wynter went into the pen and sat with Blondie to brush her. Indio leaned on the fence and took over scratching Ripley between the eyes.

“Have you arranged a date with Quinn yet? She’s back in Seattle in a few days.”

Indio kept his mouth shut and focused on the goat, giving nothing away. He was well aware of Quinn’s schedule—currently she was visiting her dad in Port Townsend, where he was “reinventing himself” after the divorce. She’d sent him, and no doubt Wynter, too, a dozen random photos over the past week—an old pier, an eccentric bookstore, her dad’s greenhouse, a deer that had shown up in the front yard. Sharing her life with Indio, which made him mildly uncomfortable.

Wynter didn’t let up. “I thought maybe you’d ask her out when we were at Patty’s for your birthday. I saw you talking to her.”

“I was thanking her for making the cake.”

“That was sooo sweet of her.”

“She told me you asked her to make it. That was so sweet of you,” he gritted out.

“But she could’ve said no. Especially after what happened to those cupcakes she made for your last birthday.”

“We don’t talk about that.” He was only joking, but deep down he knew she’d take it seriously. To cut off further discussion, he picked up her luggage and said, “You want that bookcase from my studio?”

“Yes, thank you. Alyssa said the room is huge, so I’ll have to go junk store shopping for more furniture.”

“Just because you have the space, doesn’t mean you have to fill it.”

She grinned, rinsing her hands under the faucet. “Is that your big piece of advice for me, as I move on to the next chapter of my life?”

“That, and don’t leave your towel in the communal bathroom. Get the rest of your things. I’ll bring the bookcase.”

He put the box and gym bag in the back of Nessie, then fetched the bookcase on a furniture dolly. Wynter brought out a suitcase and a pillowcase stuffed with bedding. Packed in the van since yesterday were Jesse’s bicycle, a filing cabinet, a new swivel chair, a big rug from the gaming den, and a dismantled section of the built-in desk from the tower. Caleb had made legs for it, to turn it into a standalone desk.

The door of the mobile home opened and Caleb came outside, still in his PJ pants and a t-shirt. He’d taken up the habit of sleeping in late if the builders weren’t coming. His life had become a little less hectic now he had Kim to help with Theo, and Roman to walk the dogs if Indio didn’t get there first.

“Hey hun, I have something for you.” He fetched a red metal box from the back of the Silverado.

Wynter’s expression was a mixture of excitement and curiosity. Indio recognized what the box was and felt sorry for his sister and her forthcoming disappointment.

“Here you go.” Caleb set the box down inside Nessie’s doors and flipped the catches.

Wynter opened the lid and the box expanded into three layers to reveal a bewildering array of screwdrivers, batteries, duct tape, an adjustable wrench…

“A starter tool kit,” Caleb said.

Indio scoffed. “Starter?”

“Um, this is… amazing,” Wynter managed. “When will I need to use all this stuff?”

“You don’t wanna be caught short.”

“You forgot the can of WD-40,” Indio said, to be a smart-ass.

Caleb reached into the back of the bottom layer of the box, pushing aside a stud finder and a utility knife, and pulled out a can of WD-40. He waggled it under Indio’s nose.

Kim joined them with Theo over her shoulder and Caleb’s phone in her free hand. “It just pinged.”

Caleb glanced at the screen and huffed in surprise or annoyance. Whatever it was, his lips compressed and he shoved the phone into his pocket.

“Let us know if there’s anything you need, okay?” Kim told Wynter.

“You let me know if you need a babysitter,” Wynter countered. “We’ll invite you all over when we’re settled.”

While she gave Theo a final cuddle and Caleb got into the van to check the big items were secure, Indio browsed through the tool box with a glimmer of envy. Claw hammer, retractable tape measure, regular and needle-nose pliers, half a dozen packets of nails, wall anchors, and hooks…

“I don’t know what half of those things are,” Wynter murmured after Caleb jumped down and closed up the van.

“Jesse will be delighted to explain it to you,” Indio said. “Ready?”

Roman bounded over for his goodbye hug, and Wynter authorized him to move back into the love shack. Then, finally, they climbed into Nessie’s cab.

As Indio drove off, Wynter twisted around to wave out the window as if she was leaving for good. Truth be told, she hadn’t indicated how long she intended to stay in the shared house. While Jesse would be done with his master’s in six months, she had three more years of college ahead. She was going through the motions to complete her degree, but she wasn’t particularly interested in it. Everyone knew that. She was doing what they expected her to do, and for now the house in University District was a sensible option.

“Did you see Caleb’s face just now?” she said, as they headed down the mountain. “Did he get bad news?”

“Probably a hiccup with a contractor.”

She fiddled with her phone in her lap. He waited her out.

When they were halfway down the winding mountain road, she found her voice. “I just want you to be happy. You know that, right? That’s why I’m curious about your life. Please don’t fall away. We should talk about things.”

“When it comes to me and Quinn—no. What else did you want to talk about?”

He instantly regretted asking because they had a thirty-minute drive ahead and Wynter would certainly fill that time with things he didn’t want to talk about.

“We’ve been back on Tiger Mountain for a month and it feels like nothing has gone back to normal Things happened…”

His breath lodged in his chest. His instinct was to always be open and honest with her. But what was the point when there was no solution?

Still, he opened the door a crack. “Okay, let’s talk. What things?”

“Your tone right now is too aggressive.”

His tone was supposed to discourage her. To see if his undivided attention would ramp up the pressure and discourage her completely, he pulled over on the shoulder of the road.

“What things?” he repeated.

His behavior left her confused. She continued, less sure of herself. “In Perth, when you walked in on me. We never said one word about it afterwards. Why do we keep moving on like nothing happened?”

“Moving on is the only thing we can do.”

“No, there has to be more. An acknowledgment, at least.”

“I acknowledge it. I’m sorry I startled you.”

“Oh, god…” She wrung her hands in her lap. “You didn’t… You didn’t do anything to me. I think I hurt you.”

He shook his head and stared out the windshield.

“I know, not on purpose,” she conceded. “I guess I don’t understand how anything will get easier if we don’t talk.”

Indio breathed in shakily. “You know what’s in my head, baby. You know how you affect me. You know I think you’re beautiful. You know I’ll never forget what I saw.” He swallowed and dared to meet her eyes. “I’m not wrong, am I? Everything I just said, you already knew.”

To his surprise, she was fighting back tears, clinging to the last threads of her composure.

“I can’t bear that you’re hurting,” she said.

“Well, I can bear it.”

He put the van in gear and continued down the mountain.

He couldn’t help thinking of Quinn, of Wynter’s hopes where that relationship was concerned, and of his fear that he’d never love another woman enough. He should give Quinn a chance. He should try to fall in love with her. He should want to. Yet he was struggling to recapture the fleeting excitement he’d felt after they kissed, before he left for Australia. Before the vision of Wynter burned itself into his brain.

Wynter hadn’t even mentioned the other huge thing they hadn’t talked about—her misadventure in the UK and an assault she barely remembered. Though she’d panicked at first for the safety of their little sister, she’d come through with bravery and resourcefulness.

She would be okay. She was always okay, and she didn’t mention it now because it involved their mother. But the episode had left Indio devastated by a sense of helplessness. And now she was leaving, which was a perfectly ordinary thing for a college student to do. Why was he feeling helpless again?

As they joined the freeway, Wynter checked her phone. “Luke is confirming his first guitar lesson tomorrow at the house. I don’t want him to get the wrong impression.”

“Of the house?”

“Of me. I gave him a guitar and offered him lessons. I told him he could find another teacher but he wants me.” She made a sound of frustration. “I don’t mean he wants me. He chose me to teach him. What if he thinks I want something else?”

It was fairly obvious she did want something else.

Indio played dumb. “You’ve been teaching for a while now. I’m sure you know how to keep things professional.”

“What if I don’t want to?”

“Ah, so you mean: what if he gets the right impression?”

“I was hoping we could see if… try to… I don’t know.” She shrugged with her entire body. “It feels like some sort of game. I hate games. I probably screwed it up, anyway.”

No more playing dumb. “Because of Damien Cain?”

She flushed when he glanced her way. “What do you know about Damien Cain?” she said tightly.

“What do I know about Damien Cain? Let’s see… Lead singer of LabWork. Older than our eldest brother. Seducer of teenagers in foreign countries.”

“It wasn’t like that.”

“Jesse will back me up. Do you regret it?”

“I don’t regret anything. Luke and I hadn’t made any promises. He’s a family friend who keeps getting tangled up in our lives. He probably doesn’t want to pursue anything.”

“But you want him to. Isn’t that what we’re talking about?”

“Never mind. I don’t need your advice. I’ll muddle through.”

He had no advice to give, anyway. She had to learn from her mistakes, just as he had at her age. As he was still doing. But his heart ached at her anguish.

Her phone pinged again.

“Oh, this is nice of him. He’s bringing over some furniture that got left behind when he moved his company into the new building, in case there’s anything I can use.”

“Luke’s a stand-up guy. Helpful. Thoughtful. Almost age-appropriate.”

Finally you admit you like Luke!”

3 Maintaining Appearances

Wynter pushed open the crooked gate. “I’ll ask Roman to build me a little gate like this, for the love shack.”

“You don’t have a fence or a yard.”

She threw a grin over her shoulder. “But I still want a gate.”

Indio loaded himself up with her suitcase and the big box, and followed her. The hundred-year-old Craftsman house, hidden from the street by a row of overgrown bushes, oozed vintage character before they’d even set foot through the door. The most obvious feature was a huge circular window on the second floor. Both the additional story and the window were, Indio guessed, probably modifications made in the 1960s or 70s.

They walked up the pathway. When Jesse opened the door, Wynter ran ahead to greet him with a hug.

“This is gonna be so much fun!” She was overacting, as a joke, and he grimaced at Indio over her shoulder.

Indio clapped his brother on the back as the hug broke apart. They hadn’t seen him in a month but he and Xay had been sending daily updates from California—hiking, barbecues, craft beer, and Jesse’s goofy attempts to learn how to surf.

Jesse waved them into a small cloakroom, and from there into the main hallway.

“Welcome to the Spaceship, Wyn! Sorrel and I have news—”

“The Spaceship?”

“Because of the porthole. Surely you noticed the porthole?” He thumbed in an upward motion.

Wynter lost interest in the conversation and rushed through the big archway on the left into the living room, which featured an impressive brick fireplace and a lamentable sectional couch with saggy cushions.

“Oh, it’s lovely! Much bigger than in the photos.” She walked around the room with a jaunty air, eyeing the crown molding, running her fingers over the mantelpiece. “Imagine lighting this fire in the winter.”

“We’re not allowed to light the fire.”

Indio set down her suitcase and rebalanced the heavy box in his arms. Despite the shabby exterior, the classic touches inside gave the place charm—the fireplace, the ancient uneven hardwood floor, a solid staircase with turned spindles, leadlights in the small windows set above the main ones.

“There’s been a change of plans,” Jesse said when Wynter returned to the hallway to check out the bedrooms.

Wynter made for the first door. “Is this my room?”

Jesse darted in front to block the way. Standing guard.

Wynter turned her attention to the second door, which was ajar. “Okay, I’ll take this one. I’m not fussy.”

Indio nudged the door wide open with his toe. Wynter walked in ahead of him. The generously sized room was furnished with a closet, two armchairs, a desk, an unmade bed with a floral quilt, and a dresser covered in girl things.

Wynter looked around in confusion. “Is this Alyssa’s room? I thought she had the suite upstairs?”

Jesse sidled in—that was the only word to describe the way he slunk up behind them. “This is Sorrel’s room. She’s…” He gestured vaguely toward the back of the house. “She just picked me up from the airport.”

“So that first room is mine, right?”

“The thing is…” Jesse’s expression took on a tragic cast. “Sorrel and I need separate rooms, at least for now. That’s my room.”

Wynter’s jaw dropped. “You’re not sleeping together? Since when do you wait this long with a new girlfriend?”

“We are sleeping together!” Jesse proclaimed with a measure of irritation. “Not that it’s your business. We have to maintain appearances for her parents.”

“Maintain what appearances?”

“Chaste appearances.”

“Her parents aren’t here,” Indio said reasonably.

“They’re talking about visiting for her birthday in a few weeks. They’re very Catholic. At this early stage, we don’t want to piss them off. Her last boyfriend—”

Wynter swiped a hand to silence him. “Okay, nevermind. Where’s my room, then?”

Jesse’s gaze slid guiltily to Indio. Evidently there was a problem with the fourth bedroom, the only one left for Wynter.

But he forced brightness into his tone: “This way!”

They followed him down the hallway, through the brown-and-beige 1980s kitchen where Sorrel said “hi” and turned right back to watching the kettle boil.

Jesse pushed open a door. Was the fourth bedroom in a separate building in the yard? But the door led to an annex, barely six by eight feet, with a sloping roof and ugly army-green drapes drawn across the windows. A bed was wedged into the wall.

The three of them piled in.

Indio glared at his brother. “You’re kidding.”

“Wyn, you love cozy spaces,” Jesse proclaimed.

Wynter gave him a dubious look. She opened the drapes to reveal the view—a concrete yard and parking area backed by an alleyway. Sorrel’s car was parked there, with room for one more vehicle.

“So,” Indio said, “the two of you get a huge bedroom each, Alyssa gets the entire master suite, and Wynter gets… this?”

“My drums won’t fit in here. Sorrel’s harp won’t fit. Whereas your guitar, Wyn, will fit nicely.”

“My rug won’t fit,” Wynter said.

“Fold it in half.”

“My desk won’t fit.”

“We’ll put your desk in the living room.”

“You always tell me to study in a quiet place.”

“You can have my noise-canceling headphones. Look, we’ve worked it all out.” Jesse perched on the bare mattress. “Alyssa pays half the rent—well, Aunt Katrina does—because she has the entire top floor and her own bathroom. We’ll reduce your rent based on square footage plus overheads.”

“I’m warming to the room.” Wynter ran her gaze around it, entirely unaware of the concept of leverage in making a deal.

Jesse jumped up. “I knew you would!”

“How much?” Indio demanded.

“How much what?”

Indio clipped his ear, an awkward endeavor in the cramped quarters. “How much will you reduce her rent?”

“She can pay seventy percent of what I pay.”

“Thirty percent.”

“Sixty.”

“Thirty.”

“Fifty-five.”

“Thirty. And no cleaning chores.”

“I don’t mind cleaning,” Wynter cut in.

“When Indio’s gone,” Jesse said, “we’ll work out something fair.” He shouldered his way past them and out the door to help in the kitchen, ending the negotiations.

“It’s fine, honestly,” Wynter assured Indio, closing the door.

“Baby, you’re supposed to act like you hate it so they feel bad and let you pay less.”

“But I don’t hate it.”

She was probably being truthful. She did like to sleep in small spaces. This room, though…

“This isn’t a room. It’s a lean-to. A sunroom. And it’s as drab as the inside of a shoebox.”

“I’ll paint it.”

“The windows are filthy.”

“I’ll wash them.”

He shook his head, admiring her equanimity. “Hard to believe Jesse’s taking his girlfriend’s parents’ religious sensibilities into account.”

“I’m glad he cares what her parents think. He must be serious about her.” She paced the room, as far as that was possible. “Will your bookcase fit?”

“No. This is, like, three feet of wall space.”

“Hmm.” She reassessed the area. “I’m sure I can make it work. I mean, I have to. I’ll put up some shorter shelves over there. I’ll change the drapes. I’ll hang some art, string some lights.”

She smiled at him, genuinely pleased, so he fixed his attitude.

“At least you’ll be putting Caleb’s toolbox to good use. Let’s take a look outside?”

In the kitchen, Sorrel offered them coffee as they headed for the back door.

“In a minute,” Indio said, giving her an encouraging smile because she seemed anxious—understandably so, considering the “news”, which had almost certainly been Jesse’s initiative.

His phone rang, an unknown number, so he went outside to answer it while Wynter chatted with Sorrel. By the time Wynter joined him a few minutes later, he had some good news for her.

They surveyed the bleak yard that stepped down to the parking area, every surface the same shade of tired gray.

“Any ideas?” she said.

“It’s a problem when the most attractive feature is the cracks in the concrete.” The cracks didn’t even have grass pushing through. “It’s crying out for greenery and natural wood.”

“And lots of fairy lights.”

With Jesse out of earshot, Indio could discuss the phone call. “That was the manager of the Sip Room on Lake Washington, near our old Seattle house. She wants to book us for a few gigs through the fall. We were going to take it easy until next year, but are you interested?”

“We don’t have a bass player. And Jesse’s gonna say we don’t have time to break one in, or for the rehearsals, the late nights…”

“Who cares what Jesse says?”

“Maybe you don’t care. I’ll have to live with the consequences at breakfast the next day.”

Indio dropped the punchline with some relish: “It’s a real small venue, more of a restaurant-bar setup. The invitation is for you and me only. Acoustic set. No bass, no drums.”

She turned to him, bright-eyed. “Oh, I love that idea.”

“I have another. We should release an album of all those songs we’ve recorded, the ones that didn’t make it onto the first album. We have money in the business account to pay Scott to master them. Very little additional work from us, and it’ll keep the momentum going while we’re not playing full-on gigs.”

She was immediately on board. “We’ve been performing some of those songs at gigs already. The fans will love it.”

“And it might stave off the bootlegs.”

“Rule212 is important enough to have bootlegs?”

He grinned. “Yep. Let’s work on a track listing and compare notes.”

Jesse came out with coffee for Indio and tea for Wynter. The charmless yard turned his mood somber.

“We could put up a basketball hoop?”

“It’s not level enough to dribble a basketball,” Indio pointed out.

“Reminds me of Rosa’s yard,” Wynter said glumly.

“Oh, I know what it needs,” Jesse enthused. “Garden gnomes!”

Emerald Fall comes out on August 22, 2026.

Three new releases

I’ve published three books in the last couple of months – one sequel-prequel, one series-sequel, and one anthology. They’re all available as ebooks and in Kindle Unlimited. Audiobook is currently US only. Here’s the rundown and all the links:

Soul Survivor

…is the third short story in the Fairn Boys series, which follows Wynter’s brothers when they were little (15 years before they met her).

For 12-year-old Caleb, structure is survival. Home life is ruled by his volatile father, Harry, whose drinking fuels unpredictable violence and bouts of emotional cruelty against his three sons. Amid the chaos, Caleb struggles to maintain his identity and integrity while keeping his brothers safe.

Harry’s plans for a glorious Halloween bonfire could be the highlight of the year. But as the pyre rises, so does the threat to everything the brothers hold dear.

Sometimes Love

…is a novella sequel to the Wynter Wild series, directly following #11 Echoes.

Sometimes love… isn’t love at all

Wynter has flown halfway around the world care for the sister she barely knows. Seven-year-old Asha is hungry for connection, and Wynter throws herself into a crash course on becoming a dependable guardian to this sweet little girl who still believes in fairies.

But Asha’s fantasies aren’t as harmless as they seem. Her stories don’t line up. She’s keeping secrets. She’s telling lies. Wynter’s growing unease might be paranoia… or it might signal real danger.

With her brothers an ocean away, Wynter must rely on instinct alone. To keep Asha safe, she’ll have to trust the one person she swore she never would… and walk into the kind of trouble she’s spent her life avoiding.

Seasons of Hope

…is an anthology of the three Fairn Boys stories, in paperback for the first time.

Caleb, Indio, and Jesse’s mom left the boys at their estranged father’s home… and never came back.

Living with dad is hard. Caleb grows up too fast as he attempts to take charge, Indio struggles with guilt and resentment, while little Jesse is in danger of losing his natural optimism.

Summer… Christmas… Halloween: three seasons for three brothers clinging to hope.

Naming a very long series

When I started writing the Wynter Wild books in 2017, a stream-of-consciousness half-a-million-word jumble of ideas and scenes covering several years of Wynter’s life, and written out of order, I knew early on that it would be a long series. So the necessity of naming the books in some sort of coherent manner was an issue I dealt with early on.

I wanted titles that played on a single theme, but I hadn’t decided what that theme would be. I jotted down endless ideas using themes from the story – not only music, but also “threads” (a recurring theme relating to broken or frayed threads, and of course braiding of hair and bracelets), lines from classic folk songs, matching words relating to family, and more.

Having decided on music, I brainstormed phrases and then matched them up with the relevant books. The later titles weren’t finalized until the earlier ones were already published, since those plots weren’t fully developed yet, but I had a list to select from.

Here’s my reasoning for each title – and a trip down memory lane for those readers who have stuck with the series to the end. Book title links take you to pages on the Wynter Wild Wiki, which includes spoilers.

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1. Little Sister Song

Not strictly a generic musical title – it just came to me at some point, and I made it even more relevant by having Wynter choose “littlesistersong” as her online ID. The title conveys music, and more importantly family, and reflects the idea of Wynter telling her story, or singing her song.

2. Out of Tune

This book starts six weeks after Wynter escaped the ashram, when she’s settling in to life outside. But nothing is easy, and she feels out of phase with reality much of the time, unable to connect with school friends or her foster mother, and unable to live with her family where she yearns to be. Hence, she feels out of tune with the orchestra of life on the outside.

3. Rhythm and Rhyme

In this book (which incidentally covers the longest time span – about 7 months), Wynter is in a  vaguely suitable foster home and seeing more of her family, so she’s feeling pretty positive – hitting her stride, finding her rhythm, as indicated by the title. She makes some proactive decisions as she looks forward to living with Caleb – including arguably devious steps to secure the purchase of their new home.

4. Lost Melodies

The title refers to the disappearance of two people who are or were important in Wynter’s life – Indio goes to London, and she learns about another disappearance in her past. The secret habit she forms, a reflection of her mental health, is her attempt to retrieve those lost moments.

5. Distortion

Distorted family relationships are a key theme in this book. Miriam reappears, bringing into focus the damage she did to her children, including her indirect responsibility for Indio’s messed-up feelings. Incidents from Wynter’s past emerge (such as her damaged voice) to show how her early experiences distorted her life.

6. Natural Harmonics

On the surface things are going well for the family as their band’s career takes off and their gigs are a success, thanks to the natural chemistry between them as musicians. Meanwhile, what Wynter perceives as a natural connection to Indio is interpreted very differently by his girlfriend. (For the non-musicians, harmonics are the ethereal flute-like overtones produced when a string vibrates along its full length as well as in fractions of its length. On the guitar you can produce a harmonic by lightly fretting the string at the 5th, 7th, or 12th fret.)

7. Duet

This title refers of course to the alternating viewpoints between the family in Washington, and Xay in California – as well as the “duet” of the childhood friends, Xay and Wynter, on their path toward reconnecting.

8. Minor Key

Events that should be exciting and joyful, such as Xay meeting the family and the band going on their first tour, are marred by tragedy and other circumstances, throwing a bittersweet cast over everything.

9. Broken Strings

This refers to Wynter’s “broken” vocal cords requiring surgery, followed by mutism – an emotional reaction to the drama around her. Family strings, or connections, both at home (with Caleb’s downfall) and in other branches of the family, are tested or broken.

10. The Beat Goes On

I chose this rather generic title as a way to round off the series (when I intended this to be the final book), to give the impression of the family’s stories continuing beyond what happens in the series. I tied up some loose ends while leaving other storylines open to possibilities for readers to imagine. The series only covers three years, and Wynter is only 18 – she has her whole life ahead of her!

11. Echoes

After deciding to write the Australian tour, I had to pick a character to torture – and it made sense to choose Xay, as he’s the one returning home. Echoes from the past are inevitable. He goes through a tumultuous emotional journey and the echoes become overwhelming.

Wynter playing guitar

Wynter Wild series

Finally, a quick word about the series title. Before I’d thought up any book titles, I knew I’d name the series after the main character because, regardless of all the sub-plots, it’s her story. So I figured I should give her a simple but memorable name.

Her name was originally a common “hippie” name, Summer, but that seemed too on-the-nose since she grew up in the desert. So I rather arbitrarily switched to Wynter (and gave Joy a valid reason for naming her that – she missed the winters of her early childhood).

I searched for an alliterative second name, and “Wild” sounded good to my ear. Her upbringing was rather wild, in a sense, and once we learn about her mother’s past, it makes sense why Miriam was attracted to the name.

Following the end of book 11, Wynter may be seriously considering changing her second name…

Update: Expanding Wynter’s World

If you’re new to Wynter Wild’s world, here are a few things to do and read about the series:

Wynter goes from runaway to rockstar – that’s only half the story, but it’s the fun half! Listen to the songs she and her brothers and Xay have recorded (debut album Bloodlines on streaming and music platforms):

Watch and listen to all the lyric videos on YouTube:

Download the free Song Book (lyrics are also in the books):

Maps to orientate you in Wynter’s world:

The Wynter Wild series is available in ebook, Kindle Unlimited, audiobook, and paperback. Start with Little Sister Song. Click to reach your local Amazon store (English language):

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  • Wynter Wild prequel (When Wynter lived in the ashram): Floating Away

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Doorways Part 3: Tiger Mountain House

This is the third in my Doorways series, looking at homes and locations mentioned in the Wynter Wild series. See also:

Part 1

Part 2

The family moves to a ramshackle farmhouse on Tiger Mountain after Caleb gets custody of Wynter. The house has a modern extension out the back and the famous stone tower. Other than the first two images here, the rest are AI-generated images of various rooms in the house to give you an idea of what it might be like to live there. There are some spoilers here.

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Doorways: Wynter Wild Houses Part 2: Childhood

In my previous post I showed pictures of the various homes lived in by the family in the Wynter Wild series. In this post I’ll take a look at the two houses they visit for nostalgia’s sake in Montana, along with the Montana homes the children grew up in even before then. These homes are presented in reverse order (most recent first) and are AI generated.

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Doorways: Wynter Wild Houses Part 1: Locations

While writing the Wynter Wild series I would often “drive” through cities and suburbs on Google Maps to get a feel for how a place looks, even if those descriptions don’t end up in my writing. I live in suburban Melbourne, which has many suburbs with their own distinctive and very Australian flavor. So it’s fascinating to me to compare American locations with Australian, as well as with each other. I looked for houses the right size and price (using Zillow estimates for the year in question, where possible), and in the right location. This helped me enormously in visualizing my scenes. Zillow also sometimes has photos of the interiors (when they’ve recently been on the market).

I’ve used AI to recreate the houses that Wynter and her brothers have lived in, based on my research of real locations. Here they are, listed in the order they appear in the books, not the order they were lived in. (This post is an update of an earlier post where I used photos of real houses.)

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Sometimes Love: sneak peek

People can only give what they can bear
And sometimes it’s not enough to share

Her head swam sluggishly, euphoria battling with nausea. Until she floated gently to the ground, she hadn’t realized she couldn’t feel… anything. At last the hard ground pressed against her hip, her shoulder, her cheekbone. She was curled up tight in a ball.

She tried to reach out an arm but the leaden limb refused to cooperate.

She tried to stretch out a leg. An avalanche of items rained down around her, bouncing off her bones with dull thuds. Her eyes jolted open. A slit of light illuminated a string mop, a dustpan, and the curved handle of an old-fashioned vacuum cleaner.

 Inch by inch, her fingers scrabbled along the floorboards to push the junk out of the way. There was nowhere for it to go. The walls closed in.

Someone had shoved her in here. A few seconds ago? A few minutes? An hour? A day?

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